I think you could be a great writer. I found your posting interesting and funny!
I think that if you learn to think positively you could make great strides. Take the negatives you see as positive opportunities for learning and growth.
Think of it this way - you are very fortunate to be living in America - think of all those kids and people in those poor or war torn countries who would give anything to be living where you are.
You basically have the capabilities and opportunities to be, and do anything you want - which a lot of people could not have, even if they wanted to...
