Hi Glenwood,
I've felt similar emotions to you Glenwood. It's almost like a crazy desperation and that desperation is very painful. One way out of this desperation is to realize the abundance available to you, and that you do have what you need to satisfy your soul. Your mind is in contrast with your soul and telling you, you live in a circumstance of lack. This is very painful for your soul. As you strive for what you need it runs, because your soul has other plans. Your other than conscious mind knows how to connect with your soul and your true values, this is where tapes like Prosperity come in. Create an abundance of your true values in your mind and you will find complete satisfaction. Focus on what your soul needs and create more of it in your life. Connect with God and you will be far less desperate. You can use the Paraliminal tapes to draw you nearer to your true-self, when you have your true-self you have everything you need. Relationships that you draw to yourself will then be out of desire for expansion and not need. Try to focus on your highest spiritual values, spiritual forces can be good too. Use the Paraliminals for your highest good, focus on creating love within yourself, so that you function out of abundance. Love is endless, fear is very limiting.
All the best for your spiritual journey.
Godspeed!
