true i think i was running on brakes all the negative thoughts saying dude i think at this pace it is not gonna happen keep haunting me .but i was calming them by just ignoring them and they have reduced there frequency now . you know the critical chatter who is always skeptical
i know it is not superhuman task and impossible
and i need to remind my self that it is totally possible for me as i am doing every thing that I can possibly do,I am doing the top priority items and making use of my time in the best way,
what else do you think i should do ,
i knoe you are miles away but thanks again for understanding me ;-)
ash
