It turns out my low self-confidence was one of the things that kept me from relapsing. When I took that away, I thought I could handle it. Turns out I'm in a worse emotional hell right now then I ever thought possible. I don't feel guilty over what I did, but I feel amazing self-hate as a consequence.
I'm going to try the Belief tape to change my additudes towards drugs. I'll let you know how it works.
