Scorpionsbabe, no one is better than you, and you are better than no one. You have come here and are looking to take steps down a healing path - we are all the same in that.

My hair stood on end when I read your post, and I so admire your honesty and bravery.

Everyone will help you here, and in your immediate life. All you need is to open to the energy of the Universe and start to love, forgive and trust.

The path might be difficult - you might feel like you're taking one step forward and two back at times - but just keep going and you'll get there. Starting on this is a major step in the right direction.

Much love and light
Fruitbat

[This message has been edited by Fruitbat (edited February 05, 2006).]