Kaiden--
First, suicide is not the answer. Your contribution to society would cease. Family and friends would have a hard time dealing with it, and plus, it would give "Sue" the upper card--kinda like she won. You don't want that. Your better than that, your input on this board shows me your educated.

Second, Listen to Purjo, NLP will work.

Incase you think I'm just ranting on, I also tried suicide.

Good Luck,
Jonah