Total integrity is something I desire to have, I have a lot of inner conflict, I wish to become healed and whole. I am very much a long way off from integrity. I am a hypocrit. But I desire to speak the truth from heart. It is something I am aiming for.

I am a lier, a thief, a braggart, in fact I've thought that I am most evil.

But I hunger and thirst for true integrity. I am far off from my goal.