This all reminds me of the metafore "Changin beliefs is like making tiger stew" ;-)
Making the stew is the easy part. But first you have to catch the tiger. ;-E]
If this indeed is the core belief behind all, I have done a huge amount of work finding it. The catch of course was, I have been changing the very strategy which I have used to change itself. it's not an easy paradox to solve when you are doing the work yourself, even with the help of paraliminals and other self-help products.
On the other hand I can consider myself privileged, having learned so much during this journey. Like Andrew Wiley had to develop lots of new mathematics while proving Fermat's theorem. I have developed my skills and sensory acuity.
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