Ever have a teacher tell you you didn't deserve something because you cheated? Or because you pulled the cat's fur when you were three you didn't get any dessert?
You may not consciously remember the incident. Not that it matters ... all you need to know is you are dealing with a personal belief "I do not deserve."
Like all things there are two sides to the coin... you may not deserve the good... but you don't deserve the bad either.
Alex
