Alright, I have enough of the Paraliminals that I should have just gone ahead and ordered the whole library even though I don't smoke. I have almost finished the Natural Brilliance course and when I'm done with that I have Four Powers and Photoreading to get to.

However, I have a truckload of work to do so I can receive my much needed paycheck and I'm just not doing it. It's not hard work and I telecommute from home so it's not like I have a boss breathing down my neck. (Ironically I still have to occasionally deal with office politics.) I have commitments I have made that I am not following through on. I hate letting people down and I know that I am. I'm not living up to their expectations or my own.

Suggestions?