Hi D2C,
I read your first message again, the part where you described the whispers and the thud. I lived it through, like if I were you. I got a feeling your subconscious mind is protecting you from something. Like, There's something hidden in the back of your mind and it does not want that thing to surface. Or some memory from your past where something similar happenend. I don't want to be too specific, because this may mislead you. What would I do? I would wait and see. I could use Natural Briliance. I would love it (feeling exercise?). Sometimes things are better if you let your subconscious mind handle them. They dont need to surface. Be specific in your goals!
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