Aloha Dakken,
Focus on what lights you up regarding what you are able to do, create, serve in this position/opportunity.
There is nothing about "letting down a friend," in this. That is coming from a perspective and fear you were at.
You have an opportunity. Enjoy, emerse, wonderfully and fully self express yoruself through it.
(and doing the tubes of light for yourself and space comeing into work and before going to bed canassist with the shift too).
Much Love,
Shawn
