ZMasterNCreator keep it up do not stop learning. Have you tried the Abundance for Life Course? If not buy course you are on your way to greatness, because when you stay positive and strong despite other peoples opinions it will make you stronger and build your faith"just like going to the gym to build muscle" Make goals with deadlines WRITE THEM DOWN "it adds magic when you write them down" I believe in you,because I went through the ridicule too, but it helped me out believe it or not.Now I am immune to negative people. Go to the library research on police tactics for interogation they learn and use NLP on suspects thats why they are trying to ban it from being use on young people,because they can sway their judgement in make them give a false statement. Show the research to your parents in ask them if it so crazy why do the government train their employees to use NLP.