Hi brain!!
Now knowing you are under the age of 16, I would give this counsel.
First, do not dismay at any seeming difficulty at this time in your life. It may come to be that these ideas are for you 'seeds' that you are planting. They will surely grow in you as what can be possible.
Be patient and understand that Photoreading etc is something that could take you far more effort than any of us who much older. Just the way it is, you get it in a day or you do not.
However, your body and brain are still growing and unfolding that continues through age 24.
So, it is what is for you being only 16, just nurture what you can and worry not about it.
