No, I read your posts, I'm just skeptical of anyone who actually does those things mentioned and nothing works. If that's the case you are the first person I have ever heard in that situation.
The only other thing is your belief system. If you are familiar with NLP, it has helped me, there are techniques to change your depressive beliefs. It's important to get to the root cause. NLP can help.
As far as channels being open, I could describe it as a feeling of being energized.
It's one of those thing that we shouldn't be as focused on. "am I doing this right, am I supposed to be feeling this or that?.."
Personally I believe that your condition is beyond the help of a Qigong message board.
