Hi Uly,
Master Lin had a situation during his wife's illness, where he was so distraught he was afraid he wouldn't be able to heal her (in "Born A Healer"). He went to another healer for help. We all need help from outside ourselves now and then. Why not schedule a phone session (or more) and see if perhaps that will make a difference. A new service at SFQ is for animal healing. I'm sure there is a lesson in your situation that will make you a more effective healer. Keep us posted.
