I was so lost before. There were so many things that I was accused of by people who are related by blood to me. I was hurt and broken inside. I don't know who to turn to, what to do with my life. I did ran away from home. Trying to find my way on my own. Many years have past, and still I don't talk to people who have caused me pain. I am unable to forgive. But now, I've dicovered this inner light in me. I feel healed. After years of spiritual solitude. I feel that this is the right time to forgive. And so I did. It feels right this time. I consider this process as my spiritual healing.