Hi lisac
I dont know if i can help but I thought I would share my opinion with you if thats ok. I dont know why there is nothing inside the box when you open it. My first impressions are either you are subconsciously resisting the process, and in that case I would suggest hanging in there and continue to be playful with the process and try again; or alternatively maybe not finding a gift IS the gift. Maybe thats something to explore because I believe you are seeing, or not seeing what you need to.
