PL help please

A brief background: I have been working in the self improvement forum for sometime now. I would think that I'd be further ahead than what I am. Through all of this I just recently came to learn about deep seeded trust issues. These have come through, PLs, therapy, a 12 step program and much more.

The biggest issue with trust that I have has been within myself, trust in my abilities, follow thru etc. I also have trouble trusting processes.

Now this is what I have to deal with, its where I'm at, no I don't like it however it is what it is. How does one gain the ability to trust themselves?

Does anybody have a recommendation for a PL?
Has anybody come to overcome this themselves?

I have been going through the Natural Brilliance course lately. I was thinking of NOG.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Dan