Dear French Claire,
I can't thank you enough for sharing your exact feelings with me. I didn't realize how much healing I still have to do. I too, did much releasing according to Lester. It seems that this mind-boggling situation isn't in any of the books. I applaud what you are doing. I personally think that there are consistently so many different things assaulting your conscious mind, that this calls for constant releasing. Funny, I never thought of that while I was in the midst of it.
I have read that this type of situation is growing; and that people don't know how to deal with it. I know I tried to get in a club, but the times didn't coincide with my work schedule. It does change your whole life perspective. I am grappling with my own emotions as I write this. I hope it makes some sense. Have to get ready for work.
I am here for you at any time, such as it may be. I don't feel like I'm much of a support here. This subject needs to come out in the open and be explored, so we can handle it as best as possible. Thanks for writing. You are wonderful!