Hi Linda
Have you tried the Sedonna Method? It sounds like it could help you- to release from the outcome, release from the worry about what other agents are doing, release from the financial ping-pong game, etc. In one of the CD's Hale speaks of a shift that occurred for him, while he was in the real estate business- that made a huge change in his financial bottom line.
I'm sure others will offer their suggestions as well- we all support each other in positive changes, as we bump along this path.

Brenda