I'm sorry, Inchiki -
As I understand it, this forum is about sharing experiences that have been valuable to us in moving forward in a positive direction - and that may be helpful to others who are trying to do so, too. We would welcome any positively oriented contributions you might like to offer on the topic at hand.
In this case, several of us are working on 'giving up' some less productive activities and finding out what comes of it. Do you have something you might be looking at giving up - and for which you would like to use this forum for accountability and support?
May you create some personal peace today.
Margaret Ida
Some shared experiences will be more meaningful to you and some less. When I write, I often speak of things I have learned at church because much of my learning about energetic powers has come from that context. I do so in the spirit of sharing - not proselytizing. If my religious references offend you to the point that you do not find my postings to be helpful, I would invite you to skip to a posting that is more meaningful to you.