Have you considered your feelings of frustration might possibly be the answer to your question? It's up to you to interpret however I offer the following questions for you to consider. How do you feel about being frustrated? Doing it wrong? Wrong way? Depending on the question you were streaming for the answer might be you need to modify whatever it is you want to do before proceeding.

Keep playing with it. Describe the darkens, the feelings of frustration. Once it's been described it usually changes.