I started training SFQ in march of 2008. I have both levels 1 and 2. I brought SFQ to help heal my mother (Emphysema and Asthma, my Dog Chief (weak back spine / back Legs That causes him to just collapse his back legs to the ground, Tumors / Lumps) and Myself (Chronic Fatigue, Asthma, allergies and other pains).

My mum passed away in December 2009 and since then I have lost all Faith in any type of healing. I am also still sick and getting worse. I am being paid a sickness pension by the government, I can't work or exercise, I have no friends. Haven't had a relationship for years, because of this illness. My Dog Chief isn't getting any better and he is now blind in one eye.

I have trained in SFQ, Reiki Master, Oriental remedial Therapist, Acupressure, Vitamin Therapy, Meditation, Basic massage,Many Qigong styles, Taichi, Spiritual Healing, Crystal healing and more. I have seen so many Natural Therapist's and herbalist's over the years I can't count them on 2 hands. I have seen a renowned Qigong and Chinese healer for 2 years and nearly went broke because of his expensive treatments. I had an Australian renowned distance healer work on Mum, Me and Chief which didn't work. Mum really belied this healer would help her and even started talking about going to take a holiday overseas and starting to ride a bike again...about 5 weeks later she died!! She was only 59 years old.

I have tried every Vitamin, Herb and Natural medicine on the market with no results. I have been to a Native American Healer, Psychic healers and Have put my Mum, myself and Chief on many healing list including the one here.

I have been to a Specialist Doctor, who said after 6 months of test's...I can tell there is something wrong with you and you are sick, but I can't diagnose what is wrong and causing it. I am going to see an Immueiologist specialist at the end of this month. Still trying to heal.

I had dreams of working in the healing industry...even starting some kind of center to help people who can't be helped by doctors. But I have now lost all faith in healing. I started learning healing about 15 years ago and haven't Seen any change in Myself or the people I worked on...Only some small relief and relaxation, which the symptoms comes back in a few hours. I have done up to 5 hours a day of Reiki on myself and 4 hours of SFQ (2 x 2hours sessions) over the years. I should have seen some results by now. Also dogs usually heal quicker than Humans because they don't block healing attempts like humans can do...but no healing for my dog yet either.

So I hear reports of others being healed...so why not the people I have worked on, and myself? I thought maybe it was me...I am just not a good healer...But the professionals I have had work on my Mum me and Chief hasn't worked either. Even my Tai Chi master said he has never met someone who feels worse, Tired and worn out after Taichi, They usually feel refreshed and energized.

Is Chief, my Mum and myself just meant to be sick?

Even tho I have lost faith in healing...I still meditate, pray because I have had other experiences that tell me there is another world beyond this one. I just can't seem to have any luck with healing in any form.

I am still as upset today as the day mum passed away. I now feel like I have let my mum down because healing didn't work and I am worried I will get worse and there is nothing I can do about it!

Kind regards,

Uly