Thankyou for you reply Shakurav,

I recently watch a documentary on "John of God" a very well known and well respected healer from Brazil. The documentary follow 3 people on there healing Journey with John of God. 2 people had cancer and one had Motor neuron disease, a particular nasty illness that slowly freezes up all the muscle and you slowly waste away. All 3 were dying and western medical doctors couldn't do anything more for them. After spending 2 weeks in brazil with John of God receiving spiritual, invisible healing and visible healing. They all felt like they were cured. Later on we find out that 2 of the 3 people had died and the lady with the tumors, well the tumors stopped growing, but she still had the lumps in her body.

The 3 people all went to john of God to heal there physical bodies so That they could live. Not to heal there souls or to heal on some other level. They all had massive amounts of faith and fully believed they were heal on the physical level. 2 out of 3 dying is not good odds and who knows if the 3rd lady will die later still? I also have sent my mothers Photo and My photo to John of god twice for healing. My mother is gone
and I'm still sick!

I can definitely say that when people go to be healed by healers they are going to them so there physical bodies are healed. That is implied to most people when they ask for healing. My dream of having a career working in the Healing industry is pointless...Imaging telling your clients that "Your physical body will still die but atleast your soul will be healed"! People shouldn't be lead in to a false assumption that Spiritual or Energy healing means healing of the physical body.

If Healing is truly healing of the Soul or other levels of our energy body then healing must filter down to the physical body....As above so below ( universal law). I'm beginning to feel like our bodies are worthless, and are there just to serve the soul. Which to me isn't right and isn't what I thought our loving universe was like.

In healing seems to be successful when a few are healed, but we never here about the large proportion that aren't healed or still remain sick. I bet there are a much larger percentage that are not healed by Master lin than that are healed by him, and the ones that are healed we still really don't know why they were. Maybe it's still a case of mind over matter?

If I was to go to the Gym and train for 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours in the evening and my muscles didn't get any bigger over 2 years (Just like I didn't with Healing practices) then we would say it doesn't work. I would have expected to see some change when I was doing SFQ for 4 hours a day. Not a complete healing just a change. I didn't see that. I was just as tired and sick after SFQ....just the same as when I
trained Tai Chi.

When I was training SFQ seriously I wasn't doing any Reiki or Crystals or any other form of healing. Just SFQ...I didn't want to mix the energies. I feel more closely connected to Qigong and SFQ even if it seems I am against it. But nothing is working for me. My Dog can't stand Reiki being done on him but loves SFQ. If I get back to SFQ it will be only for 30mins morning and night. I found with the 2 hours twice aday that I was forcing myself and it didn't feel good. But I think I need time to get my head around all my issues with healing in general. I am currently doing a Healing Cd called " Yoga Nidra or Psychic sleep"...I am find it very
relaxing and I feel good after doing it.

I think I am turning in the kind of person I hate.....A Skeptic. I have spent years believing in spiritual, natural and energy healing...now I'm finding it hard to believe in it at all.

Well I am going to an Immuneologist specialist next week lets hope he can atleast give a name to my illness...I hate telling people or the government that I am sick and I can't tell them what type of illness I have.Being not officially diagnosed (with Chronic Fatigue not Asthma), people think that it's all in your head. Another specialist said I have a Chronic Fatigue situation, but after every test under the sun he couldn't find the cause of my problem. I feel the doctors may never find out what illness I have, which then leads me back to having a blockage or spiritual illness, which only spiritual healing will heal. lol smile

Thanks Shakurav for you comments....They will give me something to think about smile

Scott

Last edited by Uly; 04/19/10 03:26 AM.