Thank you Shakurav and Gallen. He enjoyed reading your posts.
Gallen, he was very grateful for all that you had helped him with. He spoke of you often to me, as well as to one of his friends who is interested in energy healing. I remember when he did the solo retreat, he was very dedicated to it.
I talk to him everyday like he is still here with me. I know he is. In meditation I heard him say "When it first happened I thought I was going crazy."
I keep asking why, why did he have to go, he was only 53. We had such high hopes that he was on his way to recovery, his kidneys even started functioning better that day. But then everything went wrong, he was having a hard time breathing. He wasn't expecting to die, we had just talked about how he was getting better and would no longer need dialysis. They thought he had a collapsed lung, then he just quit breathing and was put on a breathing machine and taken to ICU but they couldn't keep his heart going, he wasn't responding to anything they did.
It's such a cruel, unfair world when good people have to suffer and die....
