I am new to Jeddah´s teachings and am enjoying the meditations. Meditation 6 brings up a certain resistance: She tells me, that i can "choose" the circumstances. i believe, that i can choose my attitude towards them, but the circumstances are the play of consciousness. It makes me feel as if i have some control, which i´ve never had (fortunately). May be i have a language problem, because English is not my mother language...? Thanks for clarifying!