Hello, Intentional One,
I enjoyed reading your post. I have recently received the ESM courses and have been listening to and employing the meditations of course 1 for now. I will delve into the other two courses later on after I feel like I'm understanding and using the ideas of course 1 better.
I believe the post from thaffner is good counsel.
I'm still working on coming up with a good affirmation to work on for myself. Mostly I've been listening to the coaching sessions and the meditations for now. This is all very new to me, but reading other people's posts, like yours, helps me see what is working and what is not working for them.
You've been at this, at least in part, for about a year or so, I take it, so I was wondering if you had done any of the lists and if that had worked out in a positive way for you? I've started a couple of them, but haven't gotten very far, yet. I guess it doesn't matter which process one works on first; there's no specific order for them, so I may work on a goals list before the fix it list...
I'm lucky in that I have a friend who is really into the LOA, and has been for years, that I can talk with about this program. I understand your wanting to find someone to share with. I check in here every now and then, so I'll be watching to see what else you might post. I appreciate your openness about your affirmations. I'll share mine as soon as I have one. Perhaps you can help me some and I don't know if I will be able to be of much help to you, yet, but I can at least encourage you to keep going!
