Hello Guilliam, (I hope I spelled your name right!) Thank you for your message. First off I want to let you know that I am a woman, not a guy. ;-) But, no worries! I am not offended, or anything.
I did have the SFQ program, but decided perhaps it was taking me in a wrong direction and sent it back. I have to say it was hard for me to do, though, because Chunyi Lin seems to be such a loving, caring person, and one can't argue with that being in keeping with God's character. Maybe I will seek to follow it at a later time and purchase it again.
I have come out of a very strict denomination that focuses on the end times. Much of what they teach is very good and I have maintained a lot of it in my life, even though I don't attend church, per se, anymore. I am seeking to know truth of how to have a deeper relationship with the Godhead, how to contact and have clearer communication with God. I want to learn how to "hear" His voice, how to know my place in His plans for this world. I understand some of this, but I just want to know more. Truth is never static, either it's increasing or decreasing, but it never remains the same.
I understand that the line between truth and error can be almost imperceptible at times, and can follow along side by side for quite a ways but eventually there will be a separation between them and the paths will go off in entirely different directions, so I don't want to make a mistake in the path I choose to follow.
Knowing the essence of the Godhead in my heart and understanding how it all "works" is my fondest endeavor.
I believe in the royal priesthood of all the followers of Jesus Christ (see 1 Peter 2:9) so there is nobody between me and God. Jesus alone is my intercessor, and He IS God. It is my hope to become so given over to Christ that when speaking my own words, I am speaking His words, exhibiting His character. (It's all about character and ALL humans are living in "fallen flesh" so our only hope of righteousness is to have faith that Jesus is able to change us by His indwelling spirit, because He has promised to do so.)
It is my hope that the ESM programs will help me to have an even deeper understanding of how things work and how to walk even more closely with my Lord.
