You're right, The wanting is a repellent. You really want to be at a point where it doesn't matter whether you get this or not. Because this or something better is available for you.
Using the Sedona Method, whenever you think of this you can ask yourself, could I let this go, just for now? And answer the question (yes or no) Then ask the question when? Keep cycling this until you feel courageous, acceptance or peace on the issue.
Keep releasing, you could also use the Letting Go Paraliminal for this.
Alex
