Yep, so yesterday while I was feeling very relaxed about the whole thing, something amazing happened that brought me much closer to manifesting this. Cool! So today I tried to follow up on this with a phone call while feeling very needy about the outcome again, and it was like hitting a brick wall. Interesting! In the past I might have gotten very angry or depressed about this. Instead, I'm going to leave it alone and listen to the Letting Go Paraliminal some more, and then proceed when I feel relaxed about the outcome again. So, we'll see. smile