Create your own set of questions for the portions that are not covered by the questions your senior form for you.

You need to take responsibility for your own learning. Alex is here to help but she cannot and should not constantly hold your hand. The same goes for the senior who formed a list of questions for you.

What you are studying right now others before you have learned and mastered what you are studying. They did have to make a effort and do the work to master the material and you will have to make an effort and do the work if you wish to master the material.

There are no free lunches. You do not get something for nothing. If you truly want to master the material you need to make an effort and do the work.

You need to listen better. Much of your problem is not listening to Alex well and not applying her advice then you go and do things your own way and things are not working out well for you because you are not using the Photoreading system correctly and when Alex gives you correct information on how to use the system correctly so you can have success with the system and you choose to ignore Alex's advice or do things your own way things do not work out very well for you.

Speaking of ignoring I gave you some advice that you completely ignored previously and did not even acknowledge.

Photoread4me.