I've been thinking on the questions that Paul asks near the end of CD#2 of the Prelude Course. I think that I need to let go of wanting to get results in order to properly answer them with an affirmative.
While listening to the session, an old memory, almost just like a feeling, came to my conscious mind. Long ago, when I was a very young child, I never thought about the future. If you ask me, I think I didn't know what "the future" was. I used to learn just for the fun of it, just for pleasure; without looking forward on what I could get from my new knowledges. Maybe Paul is asking me to be child-like again. The course is fascinating, but I actually bought it to get something from it. I feel I have to de-program my mind in order to gain back my very first attitudes towards learning. At least I have something to model. Could I use the NBG to get it back? What would be the best paraliminal to work on this?
[This message has been edited by Betsemes (edited April 22, 2004).]
